I am leaving for the hospital in half an hour. YIKES!!!
So far, I'm better than I thought I would be at this point.
Last time, the enemas were devastating.
(And difficult to do, also)
This time I tried a different position, and it worked better. I lay on the bathroom floor naked on my left side.
(THEN a heard knocking and called Graham, but graham didn't answer, so I had to dress, go down and let Kristina in and start over.)
I'm not saying it didn't hurt--it DID, and it BURNS. BUT it was actually BETTER than daily struggle pooping I've been having. (I hope I got enough out, though.)
(The box says not to use if there is an injury to anus, but the doctor said to).
I know, from last time, that once I leave to go to the hospital, the pain will escalate because I won't have the heating pad. But meanwhile, it's--well--not good, but not as bad as I expected at this point, YAY!
AK, fearful though. Had insomnia. I tired NOT to think about it and not to worry, but you know those purple elephants.
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