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| Dire Wolf |
I’ve pooped twice, and the second time was bad! I was literally jumping around, could not sit down. It’s definitely worse today than it has been all week—more bleeding, more pain. It seemed to be getting incrementally better day-by-day this week—in very small increments. Today, I had a setback, a backslide. I’m sitting now, but have done very little sitting today. Dunno how long I can stay sitting. I’m afraid to try to walk outdoors. I was going to try to shower today, but I can’t unless the pain subsides. Ow it hurts. Wahn!
It took 25 minutes t write this note because I was in too much pain to sit down long enough to even write a sentence at once.
I was feeling a little better. I tried not to get my hopes up, but it's really hard to not wish and hope that I am getting BETTER. Now my hopes are dashed again. I am very sad.
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